not infrequently, the question arises as to why xia chose the profession of an idol. no matter how you turn it, the insecure soul is not necessarily well off in the attention. in fact, though, it has always been xia's dream, her nature has just always kept her from it. her biggest goal is to change something and make the world just a little bit better. she has a precise ideal of society and she wants to work towards it.  only few people know about the complex thoughts that keep her up at night. xia is firmly convinced that no one wants to know about it and, out of politeness, always stays out of conversations, so it's no wonder that you have to do a lot to really get to know her. xia will weigh up whether she is willing to take the risk. this thought is by no means malicious, but rather self-reflective, because once she has opened up, she becomes vulnerable and she knows that best herself. once you've made your way and gained her trust, you'll be surprised at how much xia cares for you after all. discreetly, she looks after her friends to find out if she can help them in any way. in the process, it's not uncommon for her to put herself, her health, and everything else in the background. she takes on too much every day, but that's exactly what makes her feel best. If others are doing well, she will do well too, is her way of thinking. her perfectionism, however, takes it to another level. since she is not satisfied with anything, the things she still has to do pile up and the pressure on her keeps growing.